Cruise Control

Today has been kind of blah. I don't know why but every once in awhile I feel like I'm just going through the motions of life and not really experiencing it. Lately, that's how I've been feeling. Maybe because I have a lot going on right now and I don't know how to feel about any of it. And because I just don't want to deal with any of it. I think my brain is overloaded and has gone into cruise control.

I know from playing soccer for over 12 years that running helps me escape from myself, so it was nice that today was my running day. I ran a mile and a half in 11 min. I'm pretty proud of myself especially because I haven't gone running for quite some time, so 11 min. isn't too shabby to me. I'm hoping to improve on that time significantly in the weeks to come though.

Hmm, yes. That's about it for today. I'll leave with this thought that sums up exactly what I need to do: